As i research deep in the wright-hall library of Morgan University, i can feel my eyelids, heavy with the weight of sleep, slowly closing. A dark windowless room, made up of tall wooden shelves, strong fluorescent lights and a light taste of dust in the air. The ticking sounds of a clock on the white patchy wall and my thumping heart beat are the only sounds I hear, like a lullaby, lulling me closer to sleep.